As fast as lightening, everything is rushed
Delirious state, the world around me is hushed
A sigh of relief as the toilet is flushed
A jubilant moment and then I am crushed
I cant break the cycle of this daily affliction
I\'m living my life with a fucking addiction
The first step to recovery is admitting what\'s wrong
I have and i do, and I ache being strong
But this infirmity consumes me still, it is lifelong
And today I\'m not so sure if i can go on