Joel-Lilian

The Comedian

I sit in a room full of people
feeling so alone
I\'m the joker
the comedian
the one always smiling.
If only they knew how I was crying

I find my feet within the group
making everyone laugh
it\'s nice to be nice
To you that\'s flirting.

I\'m a positive outgoing kinda girl,
I\'ve just had a few knocks
If you knew me at all
You know I don\'t lie
If you knew me at all
You\'d know I\'d make you smile.

I shame myself
Put myself down!
It\'s my fault I say,
It\'s always my fault!

I doubt myself
and be little my thoughts
I\'m not good enough for this life
Not any more.

My body is broken
And my scars won\'t heal
I can\'t forget
So can I live?

In a world with so much hatred
In a world where you think this is right?
I know it\'s Wrong
And I know it\'s not right

I\'m stronger than you think
I don\'t believe it myself
It\'s easy saying words
But harder for myself

It\'s time I stood up and said what\'s on my mind
It\'s time to show you who I am!
I\'m that positive outgoing kindda gal
That was left behind
She wants to come out again
She wants to shine

It\'s time I stood up for what\'s right!
It\'s time I stood up for my life!