A breath feels like forever
As my feet burn upon this desert floor
Lost within the path of life
Baron to die alone
There is no god where I reside
For this is my hell I have created
The life I feel I deserve
To life I have surcum
My bloods rains down like a desert storm
Spreading amongst the white sand
Leaving me helpless
Leaving my tongue dry
And my body lifeless
In which I can no longer overcome
The fight is no longer important
Because I am truly numb
No longer able to feel love
Without a soul
Rendered hopeless
Only trying to get by
Trying only to lie here and die
I cannot hear your voice
I cannot see your hand
Why are you trying to help Me?
Why can you not accept what has come?
This blade cuts deeply
Leaving me to tend to my wounds
Leaving me to busy for you
Leave me worthless
Search for your own truth
For I have traveled wrongly
You can no longer trust my hand
I have chosen a path
That I deserve
For I have failed you
Made life harder for you
Because I have wronged
Broke you with that in which I stand
Selfishly hurting you
Slapping you senseless with an unjust hand
I pray for you softly
For this breath is too hard
Let me die painfully
To repay you in the only way I can
I give you my life
Not lightly
You may laugh at my misfortune
For today I give closure
Cut off my guilty hand