I\'m feeling that complete emptiness
As if my life is draining and growling at me.
Maybe it\'s because I forget to eat
Forgetting my literal food
Forgetting my spiritual food
I\'m trying to look to the one
Almighty, King of Eternity, Heavenly Father
to fill the emptiness, untie the knot that ties around my ribs.
But instead I satisfy my physical wants
only speeding up the process of my weight loss.
Selfish
Coward
Two qualities that have surfaced and now define me.
I need more faith
I beg of you to give me more faith.