I wanted to say sorry
For I put you through hell
With your worry
And you false hope I won\'t fall again
Life suits you well
And that is why you should
Because I am the storm
But I will subside
Either you stronger
Or swallowing you hole
I do not know how many tears you have wasted on me
How many breaths taken away
When I have scared you
Even scarred you
As I walked
And laid lifeless in the middle of the street
I don\'t know how many times you thought me dead
Or seen me with medication
Asking me if you should take me to the hospital
Instead of the date we planned a month before
I am a man who believes in fate
Believes there is a higher power
But my back has been turned too long
I have been burned too much
And walked too long
To not find what I was looling for
Do not waste your beauty on me
For my ugly will make you think
You only deserve this
Make you see yourself as worthless
And that what you really need is me
But it is a lies
Created by my fear
No longer shed any tears for me
Move forward in life
Follow your dreams
Because I have my mother to bury me
And all that attend my funeral
Shall spit upon my grave
That is what I deserve
So, please do not follow me
For where I go there is no exit
And you will no longer be able to leave