My heart beats rapidly, my breath shortens, and it seems like everything freezes... ever had the feeling so much is going on around you that you get lost in thought? If you say yes then you know how I feel on the daily... the day passing hour by hour while I sit so lost in thought that I don’t even realize hours have gone by... paranoia creeps up on me creating goosebumps on my skin... scaring me of the almost inevitable... while I try thinking harder harder...