I am not good with words
i don\'t always say the right things
but i know how to feel
i know how I feel about you
You are like my bed after a long day, when i finally get home and can lay down in the warmth of my sheets and blankets, you comfort me in distress
you are like the cold iced water or soda when i have been running in the heat, you give me energy and relief
you are like the sun after a cold long winter you give me hope and warmth
you are like church after a long separation from my savior you make me feel connection to the earth
you are the breath of fresh air after feeling like you are suffocating you keep me going
i am not always good with words
but you make me feel again
DETAILS TO DUPREE
I notice the small things
i pay close attention to detail
especially when it comes to him
I have memorized your habits
the way you pick your words carefully when angered
the way you smile at me with your big soft lips and your gaped teeth
i have memorized your touch
the way you hold my hand
i have memorized the sound of you whispering \" i love you\"
i have memorized the way you act goofy
i know your face well
because i see you in my thoughts
the scar on your eyebrow you got when i was a sophomore
the visit in the hospital when you didn\'t want stitches
I know your curly top, blond from that night you dyed it while i was at summer camp
i know your lips from that night at the roller skate rink where we kissed
I notice
i pay attention to detail
I know your laugh when you are distracted
i have memorized the smell of your cologne
I pay attention
I notice everything you do
because i am falling for you more and more everyday
DO NOT TOUCH ME
Don\'t touch me
i don\'t want to feel connection to you
Don\'t look at me
I don\'t wan to be seen today
Don\'t listen to my words
i don\'t want to be heard
Don\'t ask me questions today
i don\'t want to speak
Don\'t kiss me
i don\'t want to taste her spit still in your mouth
Don\'t want to be near the world today
i want to hide
i want to be alone
i want to get lost in someone\'s breathe
i want to be with him again
i want to disapear
i want to make a big mistake
i want to be held without lust
i want someone to notice me without attention
i want someone to hear me without listening
i want to feel without being touched
I want I want I want