You always tell me how it\'ll really end
Your end result never does change
But it\'s not sowing my head back in place
I\'m so tired from what I constantly defend
Can I find somewhere to hide again?
Or another to base happiness from?
You make me so guilty
So fucking guilty
All because I want it to end
Is this what I get for being so selfless?
I\'m blind to my narcissism
But with the gold pins put in my eyes
I don\'t see how it\'s selfish
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