I hear you whispers my friend
And see your tears
As I sit next to you at the bar
Drinking to your memory
And talking to you like your still here
I have a piece of you permanently scared on my skin
You can\'t be dead
Because I saw you yesterday
Saw you in passing
Drove by your house
And your light still light the entire block
Have I lost my mind
I see your picture on the newspaper
It reads that you are dead
And yet I hear you
And speak to you now
We reminis like childhood was yesterday
And the war was fresh in our minds
We bled together
Losing so much
Protecting something that sometimes hated
It was hard at times
I remember
Why do you no longer answer my phone calls
Why do I only see you in passing?
Did I do something wrong?
Going from talking one day
To only seeing pictures of our time somewhere we didn\'t belong
A place that slowly killed our minds
I love you
Because you are my brother
The one that shared those nightmares with me
That shared a lot of the same ghost
Now I write this letter
In hopes that it gets to you before it is too late
I have finally broken
And my life has been shoved to the side
Nothing makes sense anymore
My mind has not returned from the war
I wanted to say goodbye
To say it has gotten too hard
But I finally realized
That you have died yourself