A : I let your beautiful way of thinking, intrude into my heart , manipulating it , and completely sucking out all of my thoughts .
B : I moved away and it\'s been months , finally it made me understand that , your not the one for me , you were temporary happiness, and I was never the only one.
A : I was hurt , yet you still lived your life , you seen me bleeding , you seen the clots.
B : 7 months down the drain, virginity gone , still confused , 4 months to finally realize , I\'m done.
C : after u left me , I built this wall, that\'s impossible for a man to get over , your kisses left me mesmerized ,
D : I was innocent , pure , yet you took advantage of me , I thought you loved me , you got what you wanted , I was a kid making excuses for you , \" he took mY virginity and never spoke to me again because he wanted to join the army \" \" he only left because he didn\'t know how to tell me \" \" it wasn\'t him it was me\"
C : when we were together , I advertised or televised a healthy relationship with you, when you left me I had to realize that I was traumatized you have my heart paralyzed, I was not surprised this happened to me, I got on social media and try to improvise The story on why we\'re not together anymore, no one cared, I got criticized.
D : sometimes I let my mind wander, it\'s not all your fault, because I know what you did the first time, so what in my right mind told me that you wasn\'t going to do it again and again and again? I was like his toy , he can come play with me when he wants & when a new toy comes out he would get that one and play with it too while I sit aside and wait for him to pick me up again , and at a certain point in time I knew it. I didn\'t care, I believe that because he was having sex with me ,he still loved me , he just couldn\'t commit. He had control over my heart, my mind , my body, we had the key.
E : even though your so far away I constantly think about you and what could have been if you were faithful and trustworthy towards me, you blew it and my heart is somewhere in a ditch.
F : Jamaree , I considered you my best friend my soulmate my first love my first fuck you were everything to me, I thought of you as my heartbeat and others think of you as an error.
E : your hugs was so rich being around you I had a twitch you had my heart in your hand , you punctured it ,no stitch. When we laughed it was like a pitch, now it\'s time to switch because you didn\'t care that when you left it made my heart have a permanent glitch.
F : calling your phone at 3am for 2 days in a row , finding out u continued to live your life with another women , caused my heart to ache , I was unaware of her , there\'s no way you can compare her , hearing what I heard made me want to cause a reign of terror .
G : goodbye , I shall not cry , everything was a lie , I cannot deny , my heart is still punctured trying to heal it self , I no longer see u as my angel , my bestfriend , my love .. your the Devil who never cries .
G : I\'m so surprised , that now I can look into the skies , and never have to see your eyes , I thought I was your prize , time for me to move in clockwise , while you live your life , I lay in bed and realizes that true love really dies.