I have been raised my entire life taught \"Boys are mean to you because they like you\".
So I beg of you, come stick your cock deep in me once more, for I might not be ecstatic about it but my suffering and cries can be overshadowed by your lies and strong, \"manly\" words.
So thank you for raping me, how thoughtful of you.
Although you may have gotten such the lucky chance to completely screw over the rest of my life that is not all you cared about, for you love seeing me in pain. You strive off of it, you cowardly dementor, sucking the soul out of me for your own sick, twisted, and selfish reasons.
Thank you for raping me, as it has apparently made me some sort of much \"stronger and wiser\" being.
I mean, according to everyone else that is.
Although, according to me, Its done nothing but made me a empty shell of a human being.
That is because everyone else doesn\'t see me the way I see ME,
They don\'t get to see the eternal suffering as soon as anyone so much as mentions you or your name, thinking there helping me by telling me how much of a slimy person you are, little do they know there ripping of the scabs of the blood cuts you left over my heart.
Thank you for raping me, as it has done miracles for helping me stay awake at night. I\'m too afraid to fall asleep, scared that the feeling of your hot, sticky with sweat body will be pressed against mine when I awake, and while I cry NO and struggle to escape your grasp you continue to thrust, deeper and deeper into my body, planting yourself in it like you own it. Unable to escape your grasp I\'m forced to sit there, letting you do whatever the fuck you want with me, almost like my body is in some sort of paralysis like state.
Thank you for raping me, as it has made me much picker with choosing whom I can trust and not trust.
If i\'m honest with you, the number of who I trust now is somewhere in the single digits, but that\'s not such a bad thing. Who needs love and affection anyway? Not like I\'m capable of it anyways as you ripped it all out of me a long time ago.
I have been raised my entire life taught \"Boys are mean to you because they like you\", So thank you for raping me, how thoughtful of you.