Break my heart even more
I see that as cry for help
You see that as a challenge
Though our point of view differs
I still feel like no one understands me
Like you did
You made me cry
Night after night
Wondering what I did to cause you to be like that
Wondering what happened to the guy I once knew
The guy I once loved
The guy I still loved
Call me stupid
Call me crazy
I call it love
Blinded by the thought that one day you’ll get better
I waited and waited
Love for you is the only reason I stayed
I should’ve left ages ago
But I felt that I needed you
I only knew of happiness when I was with you
Our deep conversations
About my darkest fears
Made me trust you more than I trusted anyone else
Right now I feel stupid
Because I still love you
And I know you don’t feel the same way anymore
I know you don’t care
But oh, I wish you did
I wish we could go back
And do things like we should’ve done
When we were both in love
No games
No gimmicks
Just us
But one can only hope
And I’m sick of having hope
For someone that could care less
Fuck you
Fuck us
I’m done
Or I’m trying to be done
Say goodbye to the girl you once knew
Because pain and terrible circumstances
Destroyed me
Not saying you was the only cause for the damage
But you caused a great deal
A part of me wishes I never met you
But another part feels blessed
To have encountered you
You were the best of a bad situation
You showed me love and acceptance
But also pain and embarrassment
I guess we were too young
To realize what love truly was
I just realized too late
And you forgot too early
Early enough to where I still have feelings
And you have none
I try to have new relationships
But I still feel myself missing you
Listening to songs
Thinking of you
Imagining a life where we worked out
But I had high hopes
And you had a record of failure
So let’s say goodbye
But let’s make it worth something
Tell me what went wrong
And I’ll make sure to learn from my mistakes
Cause I’ll burn in hell
Before I let myself love another \"you\"