Mother
A rose does not compare to your beauty
But a thorn compares to your words and actions
Misguided by your looks
I was alarmed to find myself in harm’s way
A master of disguises
You were able to fool everyone for so long
Why did you do it?
Why did you use my love as a shield towards the pain you went through?
You hurt me just as much as you were hurt
I didn’t deserve it
I cared about you
So much
You hurt me time and time again
And still I prayed for you to get better
I prayed for us to get better
I knew I was a bad kid
But I had my reasons
Though you, had no reason to be a bad mother
You were brought up in a bad situation
But you chose to be despicable
You chose to destroy us
An action I just can’t find myself to forgive
Why can’t you see what you did to me?
How you broke me
How you destroyed the person I dreamed to be
Though the pain you caused is still prevalent in my life
I find myself still having love for you