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cigarette
- I light up just one more cigarette just to forget,
- Just to stop the regret,
- All just to let go and forget all the time we\'ve spent,
- But now I realize my heart was the one lent,
- It was always me from the start and now I feel only resent,
- And now again I\'m stuck in the present and its like a painful gift,
- So again I light one up just to lift the pain,
- Just to try not to cry and gain what I can from this broken heart,
- From this broken start I pick myself up just to go down,
- Just to drown and wear this frown all day long,
- So today I guess I have to be strong even though you can\'t be here,
- So through all the fear and the tears I still hear your voice,
- This wasn\'t my choice, no this was yours and now I\'m hurt,
- So could someone come and clean this dirt,
- Come along and wipe this blood of my shirt before I\'m out,
- Before I let this doubt come and kill me,
- Come save me because I don\'t know what\'s meant to be,
- Come and open my eyes because I can\'t see,
- No this just is not me so again I light it up with fire,
- Yes I just let the desire fade and I let it come,
- I let it all flood and I inhale,
- Yes I inhale and I let go of this regret,
- I try to forget,
- I cry and I smoke just one more cigarette.
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