My Existence
22 years I have been in existence,
to continue I am in resistance.
I have nothing to live for, no one to care if I live or die,
if my hope wasn\'t crushed, I would most likely cry.
If there is a god then he had a wicked plan for me,
filled with loneliness, rejection and an unanswered plea.
I despise human beings, for they are selfish, cruel and bring nothing but pain,
If you trust these creatures then you are insane.
They will feed off your weaknesses, deceive you with a smile and manipulate your heart,
as they laugh they will tear it apart.
It\'s worse if you are created broken or damaged in any way,
they will abuse you, psychological and emotionally, until your final day.
My wish would be that they all could feel the pain and despair of loneliness and rejection,
ONLY then can ever form a connection.
22 years of existence filled with this and more, I dread,
and with this said, I pray I never awake from this bed.