When I got the news
I was in dismay
My heartfelt heavy
My eyes were weary
So many mixed emotions
And only one decision
wiped it away or let it stay
Even though someday I will repay
Walking and asking is this the right way
I opened my legs and began the unholy procedure
Only one day but yet so much emotions
I’ve made a mistake
I want someone to hate
The pain it hurts
As I bit my lips and my hips circulate
What have I done
Taken another
Just a silly coward
I would have been your mother
It haunts me
It taunts me
At least I’m free
Something I can’t seem to be
This would have meant everything to me.