Edward Charles McDevitt

Is It Worth It?

Staying with my Mother I thought would bring success,

Little did I know it would only bring regress.

One of her issues is not being able to hear,

Causing me stress and yet I love the Dear.

Angry though I am, I try also to appease,

Nothing that I do seems to make her please.

Anxious I\'ve become because of all this stress,

Bloody nose and all, nothing but distress!

Siblings help me not, that I realize,

Yet in my mind, I try to fantasize!

One big happy Family, having no despair,

Finding out that this life of mine just isn\'t fair!

No help do I get unless I beckon loud,

It\'s like I have to yell into a crowd!

So, I\'m not going into any of detail,

Knowing that I myself, will finally prevail.

For I will be judged for the thngs I do,

Not for others, which want the info too.

I\'m tired of having this burden on my back,

Although I am strong, emotion\'s what I lack.

I am done ranting that is a least for now,

Hoping God will answer all the Prayers He allow.