Nikki

12:00

I wake up in the morning, 

no wait - midday,

its storming. 

This isn\'t right.

I should be flying a kite,

out in the bright early light. 

Not up on a screen late at night.

Drowned in music.

Why?

because I like music?

No.. It keeps me from thinking.

works better than drinking. 

saves me from sinking.

So as of now im not dead.

yet.