There is nothing more beautiful then a baby\'s smile deep with dimples, a wonderful infectious laughter that vibrates currents of ripples through heaven.
I cried the very night my first daughter was born, I was torn to pieces, years of compressed guilt had built upon my shoulders.
Heavenly weighing upon my fragile mind, driving me to the brinks of total blackout moments.
Tainted with a darker reminder of the addiction to PORN......That I had over came a few years prior to her birth, It gave me chills @ first because of the hurt so many women suffered.
I never ever gave anykind of value to self worth in this disease coast me everything, just for me to find a little piece on earth.
Although I am satisfied with my current situation today, what about tomorrow?...And am I mentally or will I survive a storm in the hot summer time, with all this nice ass around walking pass me half naked.
I am 100% sure this will never effect my mental state, after all this beautiful 💘 love ...That I share with my baby, that precious smile she shares with me makes me appreciate love faithfully.