Not once did I realise
How weights were hanging from my eyes
Aches across my chest
Pounding on it because I did what I do best
I\'m sorry for failing
And that I keep wailing
A fistful of sadness
I can no longer handle this
My aggressive behavior has to stop
The pain in their eyes make my heart drop
What have I done? I always ask
Fucked up again just like the past
Continuing a pattern that needs to leave
Blocking out shit and sadness while im drawing some trees
What I do best fuck shit up and forget how to stay
Leave a path that may now decay
Growing older with nowhere to lay
Can\'t look up to God because I can no longer pray.