I don\'t hate myself anymore
Or at least today I think that
Sometimes I even hate you
It was never me that was the drag
Call it selfish and sun kissed
But it wasn\'t me that lost my way
It wouldn\'t really matter if I left
Because I\'ll be fucked if I have to pay
And I know tomorrow when I come back down
I\'ll regret ever seeking claim
And then I\'ll be back to loathing
And it\'ll dry the drain
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