wanderlust

dying..

tired of these demons 

tired of this life 

tired of their fake support

tired of their lies

i just wanna hide

i feel too numb to cry

i\'m slowly dying inside 

i can\'t control these thoughts 

i can\'t see my purpose

living is a joke

living is worse

than trying to survive 

trying to stay alive 

i\'m sorry friend 

i tried, i really did....