My demons are constantly clawing at the walls I built. Begging to be recognized, refusing to be ignored. Breaking the threshold between my sanity and everyone else\'s reality , insisting to alter my perception of this world.
They use to whisper to me, but now they scream, and the echo multiplies their insults by 3.
You\'re ugly! you\'re ugly! youre ugly!
Insomnia steals my dreams.
The only safe place to escape the harsh criticisms of my inner me.
I hear them beckoning, mocking my pain. Laughing hysterically when I try proving I\'m sane.
I keep building more walls to block them out but they attack from all sides until it\'s too late and I realize I boxed myself in so now,
i become my own prisoner within,
im now locked in my head in my own prison
with them.
Still screaming their insults still laughing, still mocking.
I put my hands over my ears so I don\'t have to hear, try to fight back the tears, but they keep talking.
How do I stop this?