You always yell at me and make me sad..
But the day before you told me that I was the best youd ever have..
I talk amongst myself because it hurts, But you think I talk amongst myself to make you mad..
You read me so wrong
when all I wanted was a kiss, or a hug,
For you to just lay next to me...
Or all of the above;
But shame on me because no matter how much I love,
You just make it feel like I\'ll never be enough..
If you ask me
A real man would always make his lady feel wanted.
But you can\'t do that for me!
You\'d rather ignore my feelings and act so carefree as you lay back and watch me rip my hair out as I completely go crazy..
Lately all you make me feel is invisible..
(Is it maybe that if I was prettier I\'d be visible?)
But you tell me that that\'s not the case..
But I cant help but to get such worthless thoughts as my mind begins to race..
You call me manipulative and fake but how do you that as you look at me in the face..?
I can swear on everything thats not me!!
Youre so mistaken and take me so wrongly...
It hurts that I\'d still do for you,
Whatever it takes,
I still love you so much when inside my heart only aches..
-f.b
Aug 23 2017