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Dark Thoughts

The issue with a thought is, 

Not only does your subconscious betray your happiness, everyone else begins to as well.

It begins to elaborate, my thoughts do, very quick. It\'s hard to unlink these thoughts that have grown so deep, im in my own personal hell. 

Following a family recipe isn\'t as it once seemed, an issue becomes your core, and your core becomes your exterior.

The recipe becomes a thought you uncontrollably forgot because what\'s really important doesn\'t seem as important as it once was, the negatives become superior.

Your mind slips into hibernation and a schizophrenic side of you starts to submerge,

You begin to think you\'re being punished, and then you finally diverge.

The thought is gone, and you\'re fears have flaked,

that is until, your mind begins to surmise again, and that recipe you try to remember is unquestionably unbaked.