I sometimes feel happy that this all will end in the future.
I know I probably shouldn\'t say that but,
It puts me at ease.
Nothing lasts forever.
Not even the greatest artists and thinkers are remembered after a little while.
Not even Jesus himself.
What will I be remembered as?
What will people think of me?
Will I be remembered at all?
At least I have something to look forward to.
All my schooling tells my so.
All my schooling does is condemn me.
Keeping calm seems like a challenge now.
Keep walking in the straight path, you better not step out.
Kids can be real pushy.
life gets hard if you feel like its just you.
Let people in.
Let life break you down only to build you right back up again.
Crazy is courageous.
Crazy keeps us entertained.
Can I just let go?
Whatever happens to me, I\'ll never be a slave.
Work hard and relax harder.
Work until you\'re in the ground.
Maybe I already am a slave.
Maybe my anxiety makes me a slave, or my need for acceptance.
My life is too good, yet I feel empty.
Fake is the world I live in.
Football didn\'t work out for me.
Football showed me the evil ways of the elite.
The girl? The girl didn\'t want anything to do with me.
The girl? The girl didn\'t even want to be friends.
That sounds right.
Friends? Tell me if you see many.
Freak? I\'m starting to feel that way.
Freaks, I\'m the only normal one.
Get out of your emotions, cry baby.
Get a life.
Give it to me harder.
Why can\'t I just be like the rest of them?
What do I have to do?
What did I do in my past life to deserve this.
I guess it\'s alright.
I actually know that its gonna be great.
Its my time. I have waited. Its your time too.