they took from me my memories
they stole from me my pride
they robbed me of my innocence
they tore me up inside
so young they killed my will to live
but i hide the pain so well
no one hears my tear drops fall
as i suffer through this hell
through days of dark and nights of rain
i feel im starting to break
i try so hard to be strong for my friends
but i don\'t know how much more can my heart take
every day i wake up and let out a sigh
my fake smile put in place
they try to see who can hurt me the most
and make the most tears flow down my face
from before i turned five and up till now
i have been hurt in so many ways
my life has been filled with so many lies
and to many fake \"yeah im okay(s)\"
i want so badly to try and run
but i know that this cant be
it seems to me that now a days
i will never get to be set free
i get so tired of feeling alone
i just want to take my life
i feel the sadness run out of my eyes
my release found in a knife
through the guilt and grief i feel each day
i try so hard to fight
when the darkness brings me down to my knees
i turn to my guiding light