Do you think i want this?
Why would i lie?
If i wasn\'t so scared my life would be pure bliss
Tell me i am going to be okay,look me in the eyes
I am not okay
And you know that i am not
I might die today
Its not something i want
But its all that i think about
One day i am not going to think anymore
Before i can live i have to figure my mixed feeling out
So goodbye i am walking away and you don\'t know whats in store