You are the most beautiful thing I have ever seen...yet so broken...broken by your past...before I ever knew you...so beautiful yet so scarred by those who were not there for you... I wish there was a way for me to help you...Guide you...fix you...to take all your pain away...but I\'ve tried...and failed...miserably... periodic happiness...but back to sadness you always go...I feel hopeless...helpless...I feel like I am in quicksand...sinking...faster...further down...trying to help you...but failing...over and over again...why?...
Undying...never ending love that I professed to you during marriage...Im meant it...with all my heart...you push me away...mock me for not divorcing you...it hurts you don\'t take seriously the pain you cause...but I wonder if it\'s because of your pain...or because you really don\'t love me...I don\'t know...you rarely talk openly about how you really feel...I am left to just guess by your outbursts....