I’ve heard enough of your lies
You’ll never going to change your ways
Even if you do
It can never erase all the pain
You’ve caused me
I ask myself
“Can I still go on?”
Nervously shaking my head yes
As I go through the motions
My mind says no
But my heart says yes
I can’t seem to let myself go
Not from your presence
I always revert to your opinions
Doubting myself
Seeking for your approval
On how I should live my damn life
It’s time that I let myself go
Away from a viper like yourself
What can you provide for me?
Love?
I doubt it because baby we already went down that route
Look where it got me
Stuck in this mental game of yours
Unsure of where I belong in this world
I can’t seem to gather the courage to walk away
But I know that if I do
My life will be so much better
Somehow, I feel guilty for leaving you
It must be my conscience speaking
Reminding me that I still love you
Even though you damaged my heart into a million pieces
Crushing my belief, faith, and confidence
I must let myself go
To be free from any bad karma
I must let myself go
Even though it will be hard at first
I must do it
For the sake of my own happiness