I\'m losing faith.
Nothing I can do with an ugly face and a rotten brain.
I reek of inadequacy.
I stink of wasted existence.
All the dreams I have will stay behind my eyelids.
I aspire to be a musician but I\'m much too different than the average.
I live through visions that never happen.
I live in my head because reality seems to be against me.
What do I have to lose if I\'m empty?
But what do I have to gain if I\'m full of myself?
I\'m losing faith.
A disgrace to the human race, I die in last place.
I\'m hiding my face for your benefit.
And I contribute nothing to this world so what am I doing here?
Too scared to show who I am, afraid of judgement from peers.
They already don\'t like me so why do I even care.
I\'m losing faith.
Don\'t know where to go from here.
Bullet to the brain always seemed like a good idea.