After Having lost two loves so dear
never fathom feeling death twice near
my heart now knows this terrible fear
my Eyes Remind In tears.
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My soul is more hollow and bare
do I or don\'t I still care?
I feel myself a shadow, now compare
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Hidden from me my feeling
of true sorrow gladly stealing
karma would yet charge kneeling
to everyone i\'d consider meeting
my heart is not worth beating
...
lost my mother, then another: my lover.
I feel empty and lonely, deep down, still wonder?
Hades I would enter two times over,
I’ve broken god\'s commandments, shall I bother?
My soul Is stained, And I’m to blame.
being free in life I must believe
arachne spins a web I may leave.