After Having lost two loves so dear
I\'d never fathom feeling death twice near
my heart now knows this terrible fear
Sometimes My Own Eyes Remind In tears
Left My soul more hollow and bare
do I or don\'t I still care?
I feel myself a shadow, now compare
Hidden from me my feeling
of true sorrow gladly stealing
to everyone id consider meeting
karma would yet charge kneeling
my hearts not worth beating
first my mother, then second my lover
emptiness I feel deep down, still wonder?
Hades I would enter two times over
I’ve broken god\'s commandments, shall I bother?
My soul Is stained, I’m to blame
being free in life I must believe
arachne spins a web I may leave