sometimes I get in the shower
Because I am bored
Because I have nothing left to say
Nothing left to think
Nothing left to do
Nothing left to act upon
so I stand in the shower
and i feel the water tingle against my skin
sometimes I don\'t say enough
my thoughts manifest in my mind
but my words are suffocating like it is leftovers wrapped in Saran Wrap
sometimes i say too much
without enough time to think about words
as the spill and bubble out of my mouth
and are birthed into the world
sometimes I don\'t sleep
I toss and turn
I think about the small stresses,
sometimes I sleep too much
I sleep all day
Ignoring my problems
I sleep all day
I can\'t make up my mind on who I am
because sometimes I feel lost in my emotions
and sometimes I feel found in my feelings
I feel way too familiar with the back and forth
sometimes I see black and white
and sometimes I can\'t recognize the colors I am looking at
am I blue?
am I white
and I grey
and I found in between but i know some days i am happy
sometimes I am sad