I\'m afraid to sleep at night, thinking I might die,
Fast and slow heart rates just part of the reason why.
Since having this pneumonia has really set me back,
What is coming next, a massive heart attack?
My heart actually will stop up to 4 beats in a row,
Daytime fast heart rate, at night very slow.
Low blood pressure is another of an issue,
I am so perplexed, not knowing what to do.
One thing is for sure, I am in no lurch,
For all I have to do is turn towards my Church.
Reverend King is awesome, his wisdom is so high,
My Faith in God has kept me truly flying high!
For I am not afraid to Pass while I\'m asleep,
I know God and that my \"Soul\" He will keep.
Two weeks ago was fine and would do anything asked,
Now get out of breath doing something that is tasked.
I just hope the words they say turn out to be true,
Hopefully the pacemaker does what it\'s to do.
It supposedly puts the heart at a perfect rate,
Making me feel better, maybe even great.
I just want this over and completely off the shelf,
What I need to be is my really own true self.
When all is said and done, I want to be sure,
Everything is over, and there is a cure.
Putting an end to madness hoping all to cease.
Then I can rest easy and finally be at peace.