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Perfect

I click on the video.
She\'s so skinny.
Why can\'t I look like that?
I turn on the tv.
She\'s so gorgeous.
Why can\'t I look like that?
I flip through the magazine.
She\'s so perfect.
Why can\'t I look like that?
How does she do it?
I try a diet.
I try another.
I want to be skinny.
I run a mile.
I run another.
I want to be gorgeous.
I skip a meal.
I skip another.
I want to be perfect.
I starve.
I\'m still not perfect.
I give up on perfect.
I\'ll just be me.