this_girl

Rant

As I attempt to pour out my latest shitty life events,

I\'m drinking a cold Coors Light.

I\'m also blaring old Taylor Swift.

So yes, just for tonight, I\'m going to be that girl.

So here\'s the update:

 

My \'boyfriend\' \'friend\' \'friend with benefit\' (I don\'t even know anymore)

told me that he doesn\'t see a future together. HA HA

I can\'t figure out how to apply for a FAFSA loan.

My phone randomly stopped working. (I owe $460 to pay it off)

I have to buy a new phone after I pay it off -$550

My dad literally told me that I was a disappointment the other day.

I owe $350 to fix my most recent car issue.

I have so much homework and so little motivation, I cry. (and it\'s only week 3)

My aunt gave me $100 and cried for me out of pity.

I got pulled over yesterday. (Only a warning - thank god)

I don\'t know how to tell my very religious mother that I don\'t think I believe in god (or God, idk)

I changed my major 5 times in the last two weeks.

I\'m disgusted with my body but McDonalds always seems to call my motherf**** name

(and I give into it)

I have zero will power.

I owe the college $4,563.29

I snuck beer into my dorm room because - MAN did I need one.

Point being, I hate everything right now.

 

So what\'s the point of the rant about M****\'s sad sad life? (I like to remain anonymous)

And I realize that my life isn\'t that bad.

Yes, it could always be worse - BUT let me have ten minutes of complaining.

I could say something cheesy like \'Keep your head up\'

(but that\'s f***** gay) so I\'ll leave it at this -

I\'m patiently waiting for the shit to pass.

I\'m ready for the rewarding, good side of life that my cute Grandma always talks about.

And I\'ll keep waiting with a cold Coors in my hand, jamming to TSwift, and b******\' about my life until I can\'t anymore.

 

 

-xoxo thatgirl