Today he noticed me
and not like ever before
he locked his eyes with mine
and all i could do is stare at the floor
and in a way it was like him saying he\'s sorry
for hurting me
making me someone i never thought i would become
his tongue was tied but his eyes spilled the terrifying truth
im sorry i didn\'t love you
I\'m sorry you fell for me when I most certainly didn\'t ask you to
I heard him say
His heart doesn\'t know the true love of Christ
His anger shows where the devil had defeated him in many ways
He\'s angry
Somehow I\'m still in love with him
I want to be the one to show him what true love is
Page by Page
until all 66 books are read
maybe then
the love of Christ will flow through
and he will love me once again