Disrespectfully nice

Disguise

I\'m a master of pretending

It seems to be never-ending

The amount of pain I hold in

Disguising what\'s deep down

To keep people away and locked out

I can\'t express my feelings so I keep smiling and engaging

It\'s hard to hold inside these desires that are raging

I don\'t want anyone to know the real me

As I stand alone very firmly

I can\'t explain what isn\'t spoken

These broken feelings and emotions

Don\'t try to offer any help

I don\'t want to find a solution

Ive been this way since birth and I have slowly executed

Any weakness or anything that doesn\'t offer me superior strength

I am a master of pretending

And my ways are never ending