Spyrolove

For what will my child see as Home

Childhood sweet but gone.

Teenage years hard yet still simple

Graduation says freedom and adult hood

Pregnant, 18, full time college. 

Not sure where home is, but worried on what my kid will know as home.

Praying to the stars yet no answer, life falls more apart

Feeling like a burden to all, was keeping this baby a bad idea?

For no love is bigger then mine to the soon to be born child

but what am I to do when I don\'t even have a home

Foster care broken, no place is safe, but am I even best? 

For the color of the flowers I was learning to create on my own are gone yet again