Is it happiness or sorrow this I cannot say but it strives to control me every single day
Sometimes it finds me crying with a laugh hidden just behind my world is always spinning left and right where is my mind
I strike out at you and anger and cry because you leave I\'m never in control this web my mind it seems to weave
The pills they seem to slow it but never to a halt the doctors say I\'m broken it\'s really not my fault
No family or friends and now you are gone the blade it looks so shiny I wish not to see the dawn .