This is a story about me
- the girl I am & the girl I want to be.
I\'m the girl right next to you,
you will not see
I\'m the girl who doesn\'t know
what to say
I\'m the girl who wants to be loved
& can\'t find love.
I\'m the girl who dreams a lot
but is too scared to follow them
I\'m the girl in the middle of the crowd
wished to be at home
I\'m the girl who wants to be everything she is not.
I\'m the girl who wants to be
BRAVE
FREE
PROUD
FUNNY
and sometimes loud.
I want to be someone who say what she thinks
and someone who believes in herself.
I\'m the girl who wants to be happy
and is it not really
even everyone think she is alright.
I\'m the girl who is not talking about her problems
till t
there solved.
I\'m the girl who cries at night
and smiles during the day.
I know its my fault.
I could be brave.
I could be proud of myself.
I could be sunshiny...
- if i wouldn\'t be that scared.
I\'m afraid of losing someone if i#m
too much me.
I\'m afraid of open up
and show who I am.
I\'m afraid of what people will think about me
and how they will see me.
Cause I\'m not thin.
not beautiful
or pretty.
I can be ugly and cruel
and sometimes not even nice.
I\'m afraid of being alone in the end.
Maybe I will never be 27
life can be harsh
and beautiful at once.
So I lie awake at night and think about all what happened to me.
All the laughs I had
all the tears I cried
all the countries I saw
and people I met
all the small things I got
and all the stuff I lost.
I had broken moments
and amzing times.
And it makes me the girl who I am
- and the girl I never will be.