Have you ever wanted to end it all?
I’m sorry if you have,
I need to make a call,
Hope it comes across clear,
It’s not their fault,
I love them all,
I’ve tried to cry so many times,
You know it hurts me when you fall?
Dear god, please help me,
Please end it all,
I’ll tell them I love them all,
I’ll make it clear,
I’ve tried to draw near,
I was pushed away out of fear,
They said I was weird,
But I was always sincere,
I don’t know what they thought I was missing,
But I hope it’s found here,
The few who care,
Please dry your tears,
If you think you can save me, please halt,
If not, don’t ever think it’s your fault,
You can’t control emotion,
Just move on,
Go on back to the commotion,
My god, it’s like I’m living in slow motion,
I’d like to feel risk again,
I’d like to pull some cards,
I want to love again,
But have you seen my face?
It’s a scar,
Even after I’ve come so far,
I feel like it’s pointless,
I’ve played my heart so hard,
After all my work, everything’s falling apart,
I’ve overcome my disease,
I’ve tried everything,
But, I can’t handle it anymore,
This life is a broken heart,
Dear god, I think I’m dead to the world,
I think it’s over,
Finally, can I fall?
No one’s answering my call,
So please, dear god,
Please help me through it,
Please help me end it all,