you left me once again.
you told me you know what you are without me.
you told me you would never leave again...
but here we are.
this pattern keeps repeating...
we try,
we fight,
you give up,
and i have to learn how to let go once again.
you never get tired of this game,
but the thing is...
im already used to it.
i know whats going to happen...
but yet i get hurt every time.
im used to it all.
im immuned to the lies,
it never phases me anymore.
i cant believe i let you see me smile...
but yet im used to it, right?
im immuned to the scars on my heart.
but dont worry about me,
im just used to it by now.
i was always there for you,
but the second im depressed...
you run away from me.
because thats how you like to play, right?
i told you not to worry...
but you should already know to never give up on me...
but you gave up on me once again.
and once again...
...im used to it