dear life,
i have tons of questions.
why do you let me feel this way?
i dont want to feel like this anymore.
why does my heart care so much about someone who doesnt care about me?
i used to heal in the day,
and break at night.
but now im just broken from the inside and out.
why is it so hard to get up every morning?
why do i make an effort to fake a smile everyday?
i dont want to live this way.
why do i let people in so easily?
why cant i ever let go?
why cant i give up on the people that gave up on me?
its so hard to let go of someone that meant so much to me.
but why is it so easy for him to let go of me?
dear life,
why do you put me on this roller coaster?
dear life,
im trying to fight against you...
but it seems to make everything worse.
dear life,
can i have my happiness back?
dear life,
...sincerely,
the wonders of my mind