I\'ve quit it before I even tried and to my surprise I regret it. I hide away from others for myself because I can\'t stand the thought of being here. I\'d rather stand on the sidelines and watch and observe then participate in anything. I\'m a coward. I hide inside the darkness rather than seeking the light. I\'d rather be unknown then be remembered forever because my deepest secrets with come to the surface. I can\'t fend for myself without the support of others I believe that if you have someone by your side you\'ll find a new strength in protecting them. I hide behind others instead of facing my true self because the thought of knowing myself scares me. Knowing the truth and not knowing what to do....