It\'s cold
It\'s cold and it\'s dark
It\'s cold and it\'s dark and I\'m all alone
All except for the mirror.
It stands alone
Unmoving
Unchanging
In this empty void
Beckoning me to come closer
It\'s smooth
It\'s smooth to the touch
It\'s smooth to the touch and it\'s cold
My personal reflection
It\'s face looks back
Sharp
Angular
Peering into my heart
Peering into my mind and soul
It\'s calculating
It\'s calculating and it\'s indifferent
It\'s calculating and it\'s indifferent and it\'s unknown
Yet familiar, all the same
It\'s voice is low
Whispering
Hissing
All my unspoken thoughts
And seems to speak the truth
I\'m flawed
I\'m flawed and I\'m worthless
I\'m flawed and I\'m worthless and I\'m unneeded
This icy beast untamed
It\'s ferocius
Howling
Scratching
Crawling underneath my skin
Ripping out my heart for it\'s feast
I want it to stop
I want it to stop for it hurts
I want it to stop for it hurts and it\'s unyielding
But I know I deserve it
I deserve this
This pain
This hurt
I\'ll never be good enough
I\'ll never be enough to live
It shatters
It shatters and falls
It shatters and falls and the mirror is no more
My hands are bloody and red
I pick up the pieces
Slowly
Miserably
Taking care to pick them all
So as not to damage my already bloodied hands
I mend
I mend the mirror
I mend the mirror that\'s broken
My only view outside
The mirror
Shattered
Repaired
Made again of fragments
Never to be whole again
I ache
I ache in my heart
I ache in my heart but I put on a mask
It hides the pain I\'m feeling
I\'m broken
Hiding
Cowering
Only my eyes show the truth
But no one even notices