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I\'m Fine

\"How are you doing?\"

What do you want to hear?

The real answer,

Or the one I\'ve been telling everyone?

\"I\'m fine. Getting better, thanks.\"

But, am I?

Does getting better mean crying myself to sleep every night?

Or breaking down every time I see something that reminds me

Of him?

If that\'s the case, then sure, I\'m on the fast track to moved on.

But we all know that\'s not true.

I\'m lonely.

I\'m sad

I feel crushed

Broken.

And just when I think I\'m getting better,

I see him again.

And that gut-wrenching

Heart aching

Backstabbing

Pain

Hits me.

All over again.

But

\"I\'m fine. Getting better, thanks.\"