I am this lost girl silenced by those who are broken themselves.
And that\'s just who I meant to be.
I look at my scars, and the world around me is dark and grey.
I look at you, and I make myself believe that grey is more than just that.
I am hallucinating in my own hallucination.
I want to make myself believe that my world will be more than just scars with you.
My scars are from you.
That\'s why I see grey.
I want to see something more but I can\'t.
It, it has blinded me.
I don\'t want this feeling that I am feeling, but I can\'t stop feeling it.
Why am I trapped in this world that I didn\'t want to be in.
You tore mine down, now I\'m stuck in this grey one.
I hate it.