LostGirlSilenced

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I hate it. 

I let you into my perfectly flawed world, and watched you tear it down.

 It, it isn\'t just anything... it\'s who I am. 

I am this lost girl silenced by those who are broken themselves. 

And that\'s just who I meant to be.

I look at my scars, and the world around me is dark and grey.

I look at you, and I make myself believe that grey is more than just that.

I am hallucinating in my own hallucination. 

I want to make myself believe that my world will be more than just scars with you.

My scars are from you.

That\'s why I see grey.

I want to see something more but I can\'t.

It, it has blinded me.

I don\'t want this feeling that I am feeling, but I can\'t stop feeling it. 

Why am I trapped in this world that I didn\'t want to be in. 

You tore mine down, now I\'m stuck in this grey one. 

I hate it.