I\'m just trying to be happy ..
Just trying to be who,you want and desire me to be.
And steadily failing ..
Im so sorry , no, wait stay with me .
Please im tired of defending myself , i hate myself .
For the most part i don\'t get along with myself . sick of slow motionless crying and
Never ending at this dying
Fuck* it i aint trying..
How can i trust you , when i don\'t trust myself .
Crystal Hill
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