CrystalHill kk

Just trying

Just Trying

 

I\'m just trying to be happy ..

Just trying to be who,you want and desire me to be.

And steadily failing .. 

Im so sorry , no, wait stay with me . 

Please im tired of defending myself , i hate myself .

For the most part i don\'t get along with myself . sick of slow motionless crying and 

Never ending at this dying

Fuck* it i aint trying..

How can i trust you , when i don\'t trust myself .

Crystal Hill 

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