The feeling of butterflies is much less immense.
I haven\'t seen him for a day or so, 
and the missing got intense. 
I told him  that I missed him, 
and for now that will suffice. 
Maybe someday, next, we\'ll have a movie night. 
I got advise from a friend today 
and for that I am grateful. 
Friends help me grasp the little things,
when they come in by the handful.
Friends get better and better, 
and this I can\'t deny.  
I\'ll let another night roll in
with a happy, relieved sigh.